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here i go again... making this blog an outlet of my suppressed feelings...
hai... i sometimes pity my blog...
'cause listening to my endless sentiments can be tiring...
i just feel lucky that it has no mouth to yell at me... saying STOP! i'm TIRED of YOU! *whew*

anyway...
this day went as usual... the only difference... @_@ realizations are flowing back... AGAIN.
it was like before... but this time, it became worse...
those happy go luck guys went "SUPER" HAPPY GO LUCKY...

the story goes like this...
my groupmates who happens to be my friends doesn't seem to care about our group works and also me as their friend... wait... am i a friend of not? 'cause it seems that they don't give a sh*t... letting me do all the work... and take note! i never heard even a simple 'thank you di for your efforts...'
hai... what am i suppose to do???
i dunno if have done something wrong... but as far as i know, i've been a good friend and a good leader...
why are they doing this to me?
showing no care at all... but when they need something, all of them seem so nice...

i already talked to them once... but it's no use...

hai.. goodness! now, all i want is to end this semester...
and learn from my mistake...
next school year, i will never ever choose them to be be my groupmates...

i'm sorry guys... i love you all as a friend but you're doing way too much than what i can handle... i just hope that you can stand on your own... don't depend too much...
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can't wait for summer vacation... i want to rest my overworked brain @_@ and be with my beloved BELLINO ^_^

when there are no words...
waaa... before, i can almost share anything i want too but now it's strange that i can't seem to find the words to type

anyway... till here
i'll be typing again when thoughts rush back

mwuah!
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新年快樂!
KiONG HEE FA CHAI !
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may your heart be full of hope and love
happiness and contentment...
Happy Valentines Day!!!