it's rainy days, like now, that makes me reminisce about things that i shouldn't be pondering over... poignant memories that i want to brush off... but reality check, i still can't... and i don't know why. i sometimes catch myself gabbling with the person in the mirror. asking why? what's the problem? you're not like that! what's happening to you? but even she can't answer my questions...
is it really this painful to lose something or someone so important to you? is it really this painful that almost everyday in your life, someone will make you remember this lost piece of you? god, they're so insensitive!
now, i can't even cry the hurt out of me... no one to talk to, no one to cry to, no one to share problems with, no one to partake my joys... no one.
i know that forgetting and making things go back to it's normal state will take time... all i wish that it will be now.
is it really this painful to lose something or someone so important to you? is it really this painful that almost everyday in your life, someone will make you remember this lost piece of you? god, they're so insensitive!
now, i can't even cry the hurt out of me... no one to talk to, no one to cry to, no one to share problems with, no one to partake my joys... no one.
i know that forgetting and making things go back to it's normal state will take time... all i wish that it will be now.
7/24/2006 04:42:00 PM |
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