As I keep on saying, I'm not good with expressing my thoughts verbally so I thought to just post them here.

A friend and I were discussing something awhile ago which I can't answer properly. So, here goes...

A friend should be a friend by actions and not by words.
As they say, "Action speaks louder than words." ~ I believe everyone, if not, most agree with that.

I'm sure that everyone has his/her own intuition working. Mine is just a tad too sensitive. I don't know how but I know how things are going. Faking it is a taboo for me. Saying "friends forever" doesn't suffice. You have to make each other feel what it means. It's not like you're changing clothes. One day this, next day that. At least tell your friend what you want to do and not just leave your friend hanging and waiting -- that is if you really cared, kahit respect na lang diba?

Bad thing is that I cared too much. Worse is that I thought that friend 'genuinely' cared. Alam kong may kokontra, but you have to respect my feelings. You were not the one who felt it so you won't know. And please don't compare it to anything else because each and every experience is unique as I know that you know very well. So, going on... let's say that I expected much. But come on! who doesn't?! I never, ever disregard my friend not unless I see and feel that the so called 'friendship' is not working anymore. That it is already one sided. I may be the bad person for ending the "friendship" but twice it happened, third is just too much!